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The Beta Band
Sick and Tired of….
I just don't want to hurt anymore. I just want to be happy. I want Wang Gypsy to be happy. But I don't see that happening for a long time. I am just so tired. Everyone knows that I am a sad person. I think thats why Janelle feels [...]

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Nada Surf
Sleepy for once
Well, I almost had to ask myself what The Wang Gypsy means to me. But I had to stop. What if I do have feelings for her? I can not accept them. Even if she feels the same way about me, which I doubt given the situation, there is nothing that I [...]

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U2
I was drowning in sorrows, but my sorrows they learned to swim
The sun finally came out. And I was happy for the day. Odd though, I sit here now and I start to be sad. I really really miss my life. I miss 2 years ago, I start to think that this is all just [...]

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Depeche Mode
Dreamless
She was at my spot today, sitting in the warm sun. Made me miss her even more than I did now. Figures I did start the day of by crying in the shower. Oh well. Like I have said so many times before, Oh well. It does make me wonder. Maybe she wants to [...]

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Alkaline Trio
Stressed and sick
So today was your birthday. I hope all went well. I hope you had a good time. You only asked me for one thing. And that one thing, I could almost give you. Almost anyway.The stress of the end is getting to me again. So bad againg that it makes me hurt. [...]

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Soul Coughing
Scared
For a moment today I felt happy. But all that changed. I have this feeling that things are going to take a turn for the worst soon. Something bad is going to happen, if it hasn't already. I just know it. I am about to lose something. Maybe I miss read what I thought [...]

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The Anniversary
The end is coming…
I am so angry. I feel like everyone is against me. Like there are so many people talking behind my back. I know now that I can never trust anyone again. Not even my self. I knew something bad was coming, and this is it. I am giving up. I [...]

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The Postal Service
Usefull
Well, I had a wonderful wake up call this morning. Last night was rough, but worth it. I can't wait to go home, and that will come soon enough. The Wang Gypsy was very upset, and even though she woke me from my slumber (which is why I am up now) I [...]

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All Time Quarterback
I have a new purpose
I know I can't fall for her. I know that I am not ready. I know that if I did have feelings for her, I may lose her trust, and thus a good friend, a confidante.
I had this dream, after she called me. In it, I had the [...]

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Braid
Drunk and Unhappy
Again I go unnoticed. It is warm out, but I am cold. I am barely scraping by. I can not fool you. You know that I am crying now. You know me. Perfect; but this is one time that I can't fake it. I walked home from the bar, sober and yet unable [...]

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