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The Police
over worked
A lot has happened the past few weeks and I keep meaning to put down these thoughts. Anyway, this past weekend I made a little trip to Potsdam with The Hippy. I had to get some things from there, and I ended up spending the better part of the evening with Janelle [...]

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Red Hot Chilli Peppers
sweepy
In Potsdam for the weekend So Very Tired So very tired… mind can not think…..

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Folk Implosion
Like I am drifting from the shore…..
So ya things fucking suck my balls. News from home- no good. No good at all. So much pain; So much aggression. I was told that I was the lucky one. I don't have the \”temper\”, I don't feel anger the way my brothers [...]

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Tool
Numb
All this spirals out. All my pain, my fears, my angst, my tears. It starts of so small then engulfs my soul. It leaves a translucent cloud of doubt. Still so confused and still can't find that path. The right path. The pre-chosen path? Nay, kismet is something that fools believe and the faithful [...]

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Taking Back Sunday
Used
Well, I just read my last post. People, thats what mind altering drugs and alcohol do to you. Head my words, or you may become me. Any way I had a very very busy weekend. Every one that I live with went to their respective homes. I stayed here. Friday night I drank [...]

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Matchbook Romance
Like I don't belong
Its all over folks. I think its going to end tonight…..
I leave you all with this. Wang Gypsy, if you read this, I love you. I always will no mater what bad decisions we make. And maybe this is a bad one, but I just can't….. I can't go on.
Pooh [...]

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Sparta
Walking in the midnight sun once again.
Cold walks in the rain. I try to clear my head. The clouds in the sky match the clouds in my heart. I walked around for hours today, in the dark, in the rain. I don't want to be anymore….

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Further Seems Forever
Less than special
So here is what I am thinking. I am not really ready for all of this. This life that I lead. Its very surreal. I keep thinking that the past year or so have just been a very odd dream, or nightmare, that I will wake up from. But I haven't [...]

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The Outfield
CRANKY
So I talked to Wang Gypsy today. She says that nothing is wrong, just that she has been pre-occupied. That says to me that she is hiding something. So thats the end of that, I mean something has definitely changed and she isn't going to tell me what so I give up. Ya I [...]

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