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Rilo Kiley
Quite chilly
So my trip home stunk. Oh well. I am going to try and not go back till Christmas. I don't have a car anymore… which sucks a whole lot, but now I get to walk to school. Which all in all is kinda fun. The weather is still nice, and I am going to not smoke on the way to school. I guess I stated to care about my health a little bit more.

I haven't been too awful sad lately, which for me is odd. But there is something that has been bothering me. I know that Pooh Bear, at least in some way of another, misses me. But my feeling on that is she is my soul mate, my certain someone. And while I had the chance, I did not see that and I blew it. I am content with the fact that we are meant for each other, yet I fucked all that up. I broke destiny. So… If there was some urge on her part to speak to me I do not know quite how to respond. But I guess I don't have to worry about that. Its just one of those stupid pipe dreams anyway.

Most everything else is going ok. So I am not going to waste anymore of your time bitchin